well im blogging now cuz my last post was more than a month ago, and im sorta bored.. oh, and it's christmas.. well, at least for perthies and other places which are an hour or more ahead of malaysia =D part of me yearns to be back in perth while the other part's kinda glad im here in bintulu with my family.. ah well, i'll be back soon anyway.. cousins were over (and some still are but will be leaving tomorrow) for my grandparents' bday celebration (huge family gathering kinda thing) and i have mixed feelings about them.. i kinda realised that i would miss some of them as we wouldnt actually have many other chances to meet up in a huge group again since we're all going to uni and will be separated from each other during holidays and such.. but the rest (and here im referring to those annoying little bratty cousins which are sooo, argh annoying!) kinda just make me glad i dont have to see them that often anymore.. i just want to hit them but the problem is that they have no response to discipline, they'd just smile defiantly at you or ignore you or just continue doing stupid stuff like running around screaming while the rest of us are trying to set up stuff (what kinda excuse is "im only chasing him cuz he's running" in response to "im only running cuz he's chasing me"??!) yes there are probably 3 in particular i hate (or just majorly dislike if hate's too strong a word) BUT THEN AGAIN should be positive cuz it's christmas =D so i'll just have to bottle up my.. dislike.. for some of them for now.. not like im that great a person anyway haha.. i need anger repression therapy o.O (or whatever you call that thing)

... and i seem to have lost that train of thought i had when i started writing this blog entry, ah well.. shall end it then

and this is way WAY overdue but yay im gonna be in 2nd year!!

MERRY CHRISTMAS!